KIDS

With the wedding happening in a few weeks plus my work load getting heavier, I've been really really stressed (and broke. Huhu!) for the past month.

I wish I could do nothing but sleep for 1 whole day.

I didn't want to come to work today but I had a lot of things on my TO DO list so I had no choice.

The highlight of my day was viewing pictures of Joaquin and my nephew, Gabe which were taken over the weekend.

What would I give to be a kid again. Their smiles are so genuine and it's so easy to make them happy.







They really love each other!








Where can I get some of that?


Thanks, Kuya Gabe!


Joaquin visiting his Angkong

HE'S WITH ME

I still can't get over last night's dream.

It was my wedding day. I was at Nurture Spa and was just about to leave for the church.

Then, Papa shows up.

He looked gorgeous!

In a white polo shirt and jeans. He gained weight. He looked healthy and younger.

I asked him how...why...

He said he never really died. He was alive this whole time. That the body in the coffin was fake.

Then I woke up. My first thought was..Wait, I haven't introduced him to Joaquin yet.

I searched online for possible interpretations and this is what I found:

"If the dead person you saw in your dream was someone you loved very much and someone who loved you very much, this person will give you very good advice by showing you real solutions in your dreams. They may also explain many things about their death and about your own life.

You can trust the information you receive this way, because dead people don’t disappear after death; they continue to exist, they continue to love us and care about our life, even though they don’t have a body anymore like we do."

Source: www.wedreaming.com

I think that's exactly what he's trying to tell me. That he's still here, that he was never really gone. That he's happy for me. That he loves us. So much.

And well, of course-- that he's still pogi.

Gawd, I miss Papa.