Sunday, February 21, 2010

Strawberry margarita and isaw!Unlikely combination but yummy!

Tuesday, February 16, 2010

RIP BATTERY

Left the office at around 430am this morning. I got home 10mins later. I parked the car at the side of the street, turned off the engine, got off, went inside the house, opened the gate, got back inside the car and turned on the engine.

Tik tik tik tik.

Engine would not turn on.

Tried again.

Tik tik tik tik.

RIP Battery.

God really loves me. I really do have a guardian angel. Imagine if my car stalled while I was on my way home. The roads I pass going home aren't very well lit pa naman. And to think I passed by a 7-11 before heading home to buy pasalubong for Joaquin (which I ended up eating. He didn't like the lasagna. Hehe!).

At around 8am, I called Motolite (843-1111 or 370-6686), gave them my car details, the kind of battery my car was using (they then suggested a better one), home address and contact information and 40mins later, they were at my front door. So reliable! Another cool thing was that I traded in my old battery for Php 266!

Thank you, Lord.

And thank you, Motolite for great service! :)

Sunday, February 14, 2010

Me and my valentine. Happy valentine's, everyone!

Saturday, February 6, 2010

Working as an usher at the kris allen concert tonight! (raket)

I LOVE MY SON!

Joaquin decided to disinfect both my cellphones (my Blackberry and my very old, trusty Nokia) earlier by pouring alcohol (as in pour!) on it.

I dismantled whatever part I could take out and wiped each one dry. Then I put them back together but the keypads of both phones were malfunctioning, I couldn't even get past the password.

I got so upset that tears welled up in my eyes. I sat Joaquin on my lap, looked at him and said:

"Mama's sad. And very mad! You broke both my phones. Mama is saving money but now it looks like I have to buy new phones. I need that for work, Babe (yes, I call him that)."

My son looked at me and said, "Stop crying".

Then he wiped away my tears with his own hands.

Then he said, "Sorry, Mama."

He embraced me, patted my back while saying "It's okay, it's okay".

I felt so loved.

Then we went to sleep.

When we woke up 3 hours later, I tried using my phones again and they were back to normal.

I said a short prayer of thanks.

I love my son sooo much!

Friday, February 5, 2010

WALA LANG

I know I mentioned before that I still read my old blog (that's how much I LOVE IT).

I was reading an entry I wrote for my 25th birthday and this was part of it:

"I'll remember that everything I really need I already have and whatever I don't have will come to me when I am ready to receive."- from Will and Grace

I just thought I'd remind myself again :)

I CAN!

I told my mom about what happened to my marriage a few days ago. She seemed to understand but being Mama, she reminded me to think about my decision very very well. Being me, I told her that I've made up my mind.

After saying that, she said, "O sha! Magpapayat ka na!". Funny, Mama.

Today I got an email from my Stepdad. This is part of the email:

Mama is worried about you. I am not. I know you can take care of yourself.


I'm not super duper close to my Stepdad but we get along pretty well and when we talk, we talk. I'm glad that he believes in me.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

45 LESSONS LIFE TAUGHT ME

My stepdad emailed this to me a couple of days ago and I liked it so I thought I'd share. It was written by Regina Brett:

45 LESSONS LIFE TAUGHT ME by Regina Brett

1. Life isn’t fair, but it’s still good.

2. When in doubt, just take the next small step.

3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

4. Your job won’t take care of you when you are sick. Your friends and parents will. Stay in touch.

5. Pay off your credit cards every month.

6. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

7. Cry with someone. It’s more healing than crying alone.

8. It’s OK to get angry with God. He can take it.

9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile.

11. Make peace with your past so it won’t screw up the present.

12. It’s OK to let your children see you cry.

13. Don’t compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

14. If a relationship has to be a secret, you shouldn’t be in it.

15. Everything can change in the blink of an eye. But don’t worry; God never blinks.

16. Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

17. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful.

18. Whatever doesn’t kill you really does make you stronger.

19. It’s never too late to have a happy childhood. But the second one is up to you and no one else.

20. When it comes to going after what you love in life, don’t take no for an answer.

21. Burn the candles, use the nice sheets, wear the fancy lingerie. Don’t save it for a special occasion. Today is special.

22. Over prepare, then go with the flow.

23. Be eccentric now. Don’t wait for old age to wear purple..

24. The most important sex organ is the brain.

25. No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

26. Frame every so-called disaster with these words ‘In five years, will this matter?’

27. Always choose life.

28. Forgive everyone everything.

29. What other people think of you is none of your business.

30.. Time heals almost everything. Give time time.

31. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

32. Don’t take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

33. Believe in miracles.

34. God loves you because of who God is, not because of anything you did or didn’t do.

35. Don’t audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

36. Growing old beats the alternative — dying young.

37. Your children get only one childhood.

38. All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

39. Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere

40. If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else’s, we’d grab ours back.

41. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

42. The best is yet to come.

43. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

44. Yield.

45. Life isn’t tied with a bow, but it’s still a gift.

Monday, February 1, 2010

BREAKING POINT

When I said the "for better or for worse" part of my wedding vow, I should have asked God, "How worse is worse?"

I'll spare you the details but,

Do you stay even when you are repeatedly being accused of cheating even when you have not done absolutely anything to make him believe so? (Hellooo, ang taba taba ko kaya! Haha!)

Do you stay even when he no longer respects you?

Do you stay even when he has done something so disrespectful, you cringe and shudder in disgust at the thought of it.

I can't. I. JUST. CAN'T. TAKE. IT. ANYMORE.

So V and I are going separate ways. This didn't end amicably. Maybe one day, we can get over this and be friends. But for now, well, now is just a different story.

People have suggested counseling but I know myself. I know that respect and trust have always been very, very important to me. They are my relationship deal-breakers. You lose one of those and it's downhill from there. And the climb back up is practically impossible.

I'm a happy person. I find things to be happy about even when I'm majorly sad. (insert song: Smile, though your heart is breaking...) I've always been very optimistic so I don't think I can still be with someone who walks around with a chip (more like a block) on his shoulder.

It's been too much. It's sad, I know. But I've had the last straw. If I don't do this for myself, my sanity is at stake.

I am finding strength in Joaquin. And knowing that my family and my friends will always always be there for me even if some of them might disagree with my decision.

So there. Somewhat relieved that the cat is out of the bag.

(And that my comments are moderated. HA!)
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